Well it looks like my relationship with Derek is over. I'm hoping he sorts himself out and comes to his senses and realises how much he's thrown away but I doubt that will happen.

Just gotta pick myself up and be strong for the kids. Kobes heartbroken, Derek was his best friend, like a dad to him really.

I don't know how such a decent person can turn into such a selfish idiot! Maybe it's his medication that he's on for his back, I don't know but at least I know where we stand now.

No more tears from now on (hopefully!)